9/11 NYC
May 14, 2006
Most people who checked my bio are surprised to find out that I was actually INSIDE of the World Trade Center Building on 9/11 and injured.
Well. I can write a book about what happened to me and people I knew on 9/11 and how it changed my life 360, good and bad, and so on, but, I have a limited space here, so I won't go there.
Sometimes, its annoying when people tells me I was very lucky that I am alive... and talk to me as if it was such a cool experience actually being in the tower that was hit by a plane and survived !!
As of today, I still wish I didnt go through what I went through, it doesn't matter that I am healthy and alive today. Going through what it went through was not easy at all... to the point there were times I wished I had died on 9/11.
So I guess I don't talk about it much, if not at all, even to very close people I speak to daily, or when I do talk about it, I do talk it very shortly and lightly, so there are no emotion attached to it, if you know what I mean... because I had decided to live my life smiling, not crying.
Time passes and life goes on no matter what, so its like if I got to live this life knowing that I am not the one who decide when it end and how it end, I should just enjoy and love my life...or its a waste of time living it unhappily for...God knows for how long ?!
Its all about perspective, what decides how we feel, right?
