I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYBODY AND I AM FED UP ! Part 2
August 11, 2006
Okay. Today. I had a second meeting with, well remember that person, who's in my "I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYBODY AND I AM FED UP!" blog? Yes, the person who told me that she would have worked with me if I hadn't cut my hair. So. I really didn't think I would be working with her after that meeting. I sort of said fuck her and went on with my daily life.
Surprise. Turned out, she called me back to set up another appointment with me.....to have me sign a contract!! Yes, she now wants to work with me.
As soon as I walked into her office this morning, she goes "Your hair looks really cute. I like it like that". Someone in the office who remember that she wanted me to have long hair goes, "you know, if you want her to have long hair, maybe we can use extensions...and it will look great." and I go," yeah?" but, this person goes, "NO no no no no. I like her hair like that, it's really cute"
Yeah. I can't please everybody and I am fed up, and I am learning how to just sort of smile at everyone and politely say fuck you to everyone, only in my head, and just take care business, because people are so full of shit and they just talk shit and they don't mean shit after all, because they don't really know shit and they don't really care who I am and what I am. So its a waste of time worrying about what people say or do about me because it always changes ... All I care is myself and be proud and be happy with myself, because, at the end of the day, I am dealing with myself, not with anyone else.
I don't bend myself for other people to make me fit them, people can fit me or things are not meant to be...and thats how life is, nothing is wrong and its no ones falut.
Valuable life lesson learned. Life is indeed too short and too stupid to be taken seriously ;-) or be upset and that's why I love it so much.and still I get job done ! Yes, I signed a contract and things are looking good for me. I had another great day !
